Here’s a serious advice. Even the nicest people have their limits. Don’t try to reach that point because the nicest people are also the scariest assholes when they’ve had enough.
Its really amazing once you start comparing your friends, you start to realize who actually cares and understands you the most.
You have this one group that you really enjoy being around, but you are constantly feeling left out. As much as it hurts, you want to be around them as you use to feel important and apart of the group. Somehow, things have changed and the only one being pushed away is you. You don’t know if it’s something you did or said, but you feel like you’re not wanted by them and you shouldn’t be around them.
The other group is always welcoming and makes you feel apart of the group. They notice when you’re upset, even though no one else notices it, they do because they understand and care about you. You can just talk about anything and everything and feel comfortable around them. You know they would always be there no matter what, they will always have time for you. They know that the small things matter, like once everyone leaves or if they leave, they ask you if you want to come along with them knowing that it would be lonely if you were sitting alone. They always try to include you into their conversations and explain what is going on and try to keep you informed about whats going on in their lives. And its nice knowing because it shows that they actually trust you and you are also able to share whats on your mind to them and they would listen.
Today was so embarrassing OTL
I cried in front of my friends for being overly happy about something that’s really stupid but also crying about something that I’m really upset about. It was a mix of emotions that all came together that made me start crying and laughing hysterically. Luckily, I’m really close to my friends so they won’t really judge me or think I’m completely crazy. omg